Headstart
You said the will that I have,
Could never bring me somewhere.
Do you think you can’t affort to loose?
It’s a brilliant time for a brilliant crime.
Stay in place, where you don’t have to explain,
And where your birds and your bees still fly.
If the future’s right it is worth a try.
A headstart if you leave now,
A gunshot if you stay put, in a row.
You keep on looking away.
You keep on doing the same.
Until the same doesn’t work no more.
If the time is right it is worth a try.
What I know is a fuss, what I say can’t be trust.
Do you like who I am? Do you stick to the plan?
What I feel is today, what I need is a way,
To explain how I live, to be fine and to give.
Shine
Where is your brightest light, cause I don’t know where to go.
Sometimes it feels allright, but my energy is low.
Shine if you can shine, then it will be allright.
Fight what you don’t like, then you can say you’re right.
Come out and lose your shame, cause we’re heading for the signs.
Everything has its course and is written out in lines.
Still I’m not sure how...
I’ll Tell Her
I’ll meet you when it is time.
I’ll see you if I stare blind.
Not enough to help me change my mind.
And when the urge is rising,
I’ll tell her she is dying.
Dying like my will to stand in line.
Tonight I’ll tell her I want her, I’ll tell her I need her… Tonight I’ll tell her I love her, I’ll tell her I want her to leave.
And when the right conclusion,
Is not the right solution…
Hell was sent to no one else before.
And when the urge is rising,
I’ll tell her she is dying.
Dying like my will to stand in line.
Just To Let You See
All the rotten words you’ve said,
Just keep wandering in my head.
And the good ones they often leave.
You didn’t listen, you didn’t understand what I was thinking of.
But you sure did hurt the ones you love the most.
Just to let you see what you’ve been doing,
I declare the war on all that time brings.
Did you forget all I’ve said, since the day we’ve met.
What’s the use of all your lies, when my sense tells me what is right.
I can’t believe your recent deeds.
Wake me up when you’re asleep,
Cause our logics aren’t quite the same.
I won’t be listening, I won’t be understanding your pathetic mind.
Cause you only hurt the ones you love the most.
What Exactly?
What exactly do you see? What exactly do you feel?
You have blisters on your feet. You have burnmarks after deeds.
Is it true what they say? Did your soul go far away?
Was your body torn apart? Were they ripping out your heart?
Does is it hurt shaman? Does it hurt when you are gone?
To that place down beneath, where you fight the ghosts of greed.
Where you’re face to face with all the souls you hate.
What exactly do you do? What exactly do you know?
Are they leading you the way? Do they listen to what you say?
Is is true what you mean? Is it real what you have seen?
Did they give you any signs? Did they comfort you in time?
Swearing Off The Sentiment
For many days and nights I sat down drawing lines.
Lines that’ll mark the way, lines that’ll save the day.
What has been designed to show you right,
Is just a way to make you blind.
A reason to stay up at night,
A reason for the worry kind.
Can it be the last thing I fear.
Can it be the last sound I hear.
Cause it’s me who’s going down.
I’m swearing off the sentiment. I’m bringing down what they began.
And when I’d fall, at least I stood tall.
For many days and nights I wondered what it’s like.
I wondered why I’ve lost this simple kind of trust.
I’m swearing off the sentiment. I’m bringing down what they began.
And when I’d fall, at least I stood tall.
And when it’s all been said and done, we’ll waste our lives and carry on. And when we’d fall, at least we stood tall.
Since I Know
There’s something in the air. There’s something everywhere.
If you’re quiet you can hear, the silence that I fear.
This moment comes in fast. This moment may be blessed.
And nothing in between. Together in this dream.
Since I know that there’s only one way to go, I’m living my life real slow.
And it’s not that it’s only this day. Cause I’m reaching and grabbing for signs that will lead the way.
I’m lost in the way, that’s causing this stay.
The Radical
Close my eyes and wait to hear their final call,
I fool myself by thinking that they’ll know it all.
Cause I won’t be the radical, I won’t be the one.
What’s the use when they don’t see what’s wrong?
When the world is in love at the wrong time,
And the battle has just begun.
When the stories you’re told are just lame lies,
And the decency’s on the run.
When I’ve made my choice and just ignore the threat, One quick look at their truth takes away my breath.
But I won’t be the radical, I won’t be the one.
What’s the use when they don’t see what’s wrong?
Without The Million Stars
Your path is small,
You really don’t know anything at all.
Wait for the sign,
A simple call that brings you to the line.
I need you, to stay cool.
And when you do, I know we’ll reach phase two.
But some fool, it was you.
It’s over now, I sadly brake in two.
I see you, hear a voice that never had a choice.
Do you like what you are now without the million stars?
I see you, don’t see grace, a person who lacks taste.
And I give love in return, I only get back waste.
Your life is short, you really don’t want to be something more.
Wait til it’s time, then pack your stuff and walk across the line.
Has it ever been more than the same?
Has it ever been a winning game?
And I hope, I really hope my dreams will soon untie the rope.
Bounce
Can’t you see what you’ve achieved?
It’s so much more than I will ever reach.
Look at me and you will see,
Your ego’s bigger than I’ll ever be.
What the hell do you want?
It’s clear to me. Are you the only one?
Suddenly I can’t walk straight.
The air seems thicker, I don’t feel that great.
But it’s coming back to me. I don’t know what it is that I’ve been going through.
And I bounce to see that I, I don’t know what it is that I’ve been going through.
Days have passed. I start to slide.
And down below I search for something right.
Hey, what’s that? A quick relieve:
I just forgot my biggest enemy.
Ten steps off
I think about where you are, the place that I thought once was mine.
I let it inside, but not that far. I let it inside to feel more.
What kind of reason do you need to become one with yourself?
You failed to adapt to circumstances, to become one with the rest.
We talked about easiness. We talked about how it must end.
We talked about it… We talked about it…
Ten steps until you’ve reached it.
Ten steps until you see it.
Ten steps to feel better.
Ten steps off from heaven.
It’s Not What I Want
Why is it that when I want to say that you are on my mind, everything falls apart and day turns into night?
This is pure, this is fine, but not the one I like,
that I dreamt of last night, a part of me.
It’s not what I want. It’s not what I’m fighting for.
It’s not what I need. It’s not what my heart beats for.
It’s not what I want. It’s not what I’m fighting for.
And the first of the last few words that I’ve said, weren’t quite like the ones I really meant.
It’s not what I need. It’s not what my heart beats for.
And the first of the last few words that I’ve said, weren’t quite like the ones I really meant.
Is this life? Is this me? Is this all that I’ll ever be?
That I dreamt of so long. I’d better leave.
Please stand up, walk away. Search for something that is rearranged.
Don’t believe, change the deal. This is not what I’m supposed to feel.
Nothing Against
Wake me up, there won’t be a final straw,
for as long as I live.
Fake replies and strange alibis won’t make,
you look old and wise.
You’re living in a cage, there’s nothing against.
But you’re only in my head, it’s not in my hands no more.
My ways are overdrawn, there’s nothing against.
But they’re driving you away, it’s not in my hands no more.
I stay calm, I need to see it all, before I’ll force the door.
Call me up to say it was not in vain,
that suddenly it’s different.
No one ever thought it was possible,
but I proved them wrong.
All in all I find them all redundant, all redundant, cause you’re not, here with me, not here with me and that’s why, here and that’s why I like to leave.
